so apparently, I dont feel anything.

I feel this is worth writing about, I wont be putting much of this on my blog too often, but this is to me, worth putting down. If you'll notice, a lot of the stuff I write is either late at night or early in the morning. Thats normal for me, I do all of my thinking alone like this, heh.

But back on topic, I dont feel emotion. Yeah, I can smile from time to time, but it really takes a lot to evoke -anything- from me. Ever known anyone you have known for a long time get hurt and stare endlessly into space as if you dont care? Yeah, not many can... I just dont feel emotion.

I dont cry, I dont smile, I dont show emotion, I can't. I'm not depressed either, I just dont care about much. somone told me I was an ass the other day, I stared at them and shrugged. I think a lot of people would be offended if they were told somthing like that.

I dont mean to be rude or anything, but if anyone complains about anything... I just can never be arsed to care, ever. Rarely will I actually feel badly for anyone.

Kinda scares me at times to know of things that should hurt, but not care.

-p0int